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Post by katerina luna raven on May 1, 2012 23:05:09 GMT -4
 
Dreary, dark clouds floated away on the warm breeze as the sun broke through their defenses and warmed the slightly tanned skin of Katerina as she walked along the dirt path that led to Black Lake. Kat's brown eyes traveled up to the sky and watched as white, cotton-like clouds slowly began to take the place of the foreboding, brooding storm clouds that were now taking a somewhat swift leave. She smiled which showed a flash of white teeth before dropping her gaze to the path before her.
Katerina has a soft spot for storms and all that comes with them but that doesn't mean she wants it to constantly pour buckets and buckets of cold rain drops. No, she rather enjoys her sun and that is why she took the initiative to head out to the lake the instant that she saw the first ray of sunlight break through the shield of storm clouds.
The dirt path dwindled down to green, dewy grass as she reached the shoreline of the lake. Kat stopped and sucked in a deep breath of sweet, fresh air as her eyes looked over the lake before her. The dark, cobalt water was smooth like the glass of a mirror, not a wave or ripple disturbed its clear image. This lake was quite a curious one and being a fan of water since she had gone up near a beach she always found the lake an interesting mystery that kept pulling her closer and closer.
Although she loved to swim she didn't dare set foot in black lake. No, Kat had heard stories of what lurks underneath the surface. Just thinking of the stories sent a slight shiver down her spinal cord. She did not feel like facing anything hideous or blood thirsty today. Kat swept a hand over her blonde curls before sitting next to the lake. She then ran her finger over the water and watched as a small ripple destroyed the lake's glassy features for only a moment.
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Post by tobias james whicker on May 2, 2012 0:08:45 GMT -4
Toby had always favored the outdoors more than being all cooped up inside. Just being able to breath fresh air made him feel slightly alive. He especially loves being outside when the sun is shining and the birds are singing, slightly cheesy, but he wouldn't prefer it any other way. And even though it wasn't all cheerful and warm outside, he completely blew off his homework to spend his time walking and exploring the grounds. Even though he has been wandering these grounds all his life, he finds something interesting every day.
For a couple of hours now, the dreadful storm clouds had been hovering over his head, warning him about the upcoming rain, but the stubborn boy had ignored it. It had begun to pour, and before he knew it he was soaked, so he took shelter under some trees. He had stayed there for quite some time, just listening to the sound of the rain and the birds. It may sound a little geeky, coming from someone with the build of a football player, but he could tell you what any bird was by its calls, and his favorite would have to be the sounds of the various owls flying around the grounds.
Eventually the sun crept back out and the rain stopped, by now he was halfway dry. He just rung out the rest of the water in his short and began to walk away from the safety of the trees. He wound his way down to the black lake, which had a long history behind it, that he really didn't want to dive into. Their are tales of mermaids and monsters that wouldn't think twice about killing you. He eventually reached the edge of the lake and he stopped there. He glanced around, noticing that he wasn't alone. Their was a girl, about sixty feet from him, just sitting on the ground all by herself.
Her name is Kat, and she just happens to be in the same house as him. In his eyes, she is the most beautiful girl he has ever laid eyes on. She has a certain charm to her, and the first day he he saw her, he fell head over heels for her. For her beautiful smile and her gorgeous hair. But for some reason whenever he tries to talk to her, things go south. Toby knows exactly how she feels about him, and they aren't necessarily good things, but everytime he sees her he tries to change her mind. Maybe she's afraid of commitment and pushes him away, or she just can't stand the sight of him. He likes to think it's the first one.
He stood there for a moment or two, debating on whether or not to go and talk to her. Finally he gave in, his heart winning the battle. He wound his way over towards her, his smile getting bigger with each step. Finally he was but two feet from her, and before sitting down beside the blond haired beauty he asked, "Do you mind if I join you, Kat?"
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Post by katerina luna raven on May 2, 2012 0:27:55 GMT -4
Kat's hand hovered just a half of an inch above the smooth water just as someone sat down beside her and spoke. It was a male voice and she couldn't help but jump where she sat and let a loud gasp. She must have been so absorbed in her observations to not notice someone walking up to her. The blonde swallowed and turned her head to see a well built, blonde male sitting next to her. Only one person fit that description and it was one person she could have gone without seeing today.
His is name is Toby or rather Tobias Whicker. With his golden locks, muscular and tall build he has several of the girls here fawning over him. Unfortunately he doesn't seem to notice because he has assigned himself as her stalker. Well, that is how Kat sees it anyway. "It's Katerina, Tobias." Kat said in response. When she finished she realized that she had been staring at him and this made her quickly turn her head back to the lake.
Earlier she didn't want to step foot in the lake but with Toby here to bother her, swimming in a dangerous area didn't sound too bad now. "Don't you have homework. . or something to be doing?" Kat asked and pursed her slightly pink lips in question while glancing over at him. She knew he had to have homework because they shared a few classes and at least one of those assigned homework for the night.
After her quick glance she noticed how close Toby had chose to sit by her. She turned her head to hide her small frown and she did her best to disguise her moving away from him by a few inches with a stretch. After her stretch her brown eyes caught sight of something in the lake. Kat caught a quick glimpse of something breaking the surface in the middle of the lake before disappearing. She lifted an eyebrow. What could that be?
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Post by tobias james whicker on May 2, 2012 1:29:03 GMT -4
He knew that as soon as he had sat down beside her, he had succeeded at pissing her off. He didn't get why he made her feel so repulsed, he takes showers everyday. He even gets all pretty just for her. He winced slightly when she had quite rudely corrected him. He wanted to snap back at her for being so rude, but he stopped himself, knowing that would only make his chances with her that much more slim. He couldn't afford to strain what little of their relationship they had.
All the while he had been looking at her, he noticed that she had been doing the same. He smiled slightly at her failed attempts at pushing him away. The male let out a slight laugh. "I'm surprised that you actually know my name, Kat," he told her, making sure to fit in the "Kat" part. It had actually hurt him when she snapped her head away, he wanted so badly to reach out and turn her head back towards him. But he knew that would only push her away.
He wanted to look at the lake, but Kat was holding his attention closely. He was so close to her that he could smell the shampoo that she uses, it made his spine tingle. He was about to say something when she spoke up, saying something about homework. Pulling up his knees, hr rested his elbows on them. "Well I have something to be doing, but it isn't homework," he said this to her in a nonchalant voice. He had no idea what it was about this girl that just draws him in, but he knows that even if she would just admit her feelings to him and let nature take its course, it still wouldn't be enough.
He watched as she acted all calm and stretched, he could tell that she had moved away from him on purpose. He just ignored it, trying to not let her see exactly how much it hurt him. When they had been younger, he had asked her out everyday, and she said no. It had hurt him so much that he just quit asking. She was a stubborn girl, he had to give her that much.
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Post by katerina luna raven on May 2, 2012 1:47:40 GMT -4
Brown eyes rolled upwards in their sockets before returning to their normal positions as Kat heard his comment about her actually knowing his name. Of course she would know Toby's name! He has been following her around for years! Something like that makes a person hard to miss or forget for that matter. The female let out a sigh to collect herself and her temper before opening her mouth to reply to the man sitting next to her. "One should know the name of their stalker just in case they need to alert the authorities." She said coolly and looked over at him.
Kat honestly couldn't see why he did bother her. She remembered all the times when they were younger that he had asked her out. In fact, he may have even asked her out every day. She had honestly lost count but she did remember when he finally stopped asking. It was a bit of a relief but yet the days after felt odd for a little while. Having to tell him 'no' had become part of her schedule. Yes, that sounds awful and it is, but she just couldn't make herself say 'yes', not even now. She didn't see herself as good for anyone, including him.
Shortly after asking him about his homework he shot her a reply and sent her eyebrow shooting up in curiosity. Kat quickly frowned and the eyebrow lowered. She didn't care if he had something to do. She shouldn't care. Oh, she did NOT care, she was just curious is all. Too curious. "What would that be then?" She asked and she turned her body slightly towards his. Yes, for the next few minutes she planned to ignore the peaceful lake and put some of her attention on Toby. It was going to be a bit hard.
As Katerina waited for a reply her brown eyes quickly swept over his facial features. She noticed the well defined jaw and nose. There even appeared to be a tiny bit of stubble around his jaw, not much though. Of course there is his eyes. The ones that she could feel piercing her back every once in a while in the classes that they shared. Kat noticed she was staring again and she immediately bit her bottom lip then started to turn to the lake again.
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Post by tobias james whicker on May 2, 2012 2:21:26 GMT -4
He frowned slightly when she called him a stalker. Was that really what she thought of him? Okay, maybe he did watch her in the classes that they share. But how could he not? She was possibly the most beautiful thing that he had ever seen. He could only imagine what all the other kids say about him, but to be honest, he really didn't care what they thought. He hated the way she sounded when she mentioned stalker, and in reflex his face scrunched up, but when he looked at her, and his face softened. "I can't help it that your beautiful," he told her. He wasn't trying to soften her up, or even make her like him, he was just telling her the truth.
He reached down and pulled some of the grass off the ground. He began to pull them apart, I guess you could call it a nervous habit. He watched her as she looked at him, he could almost hear his heart beat. She made him feel like nothing else, he just couldn't explain it. He looked out onto the lake, pulling apart the last price of the grass in his hand. He thought about all the times she had shut him down, oh what he wouldn't do to hear her say yes.
Her smiled at the girl when she asked him what it was that he had to do. He couldn't tell if she was genuinely curious or if she was just being nosy, but he just told her the truth. "I'm already doing it," he told her, not smiling, he wanted her to realize that he wasn't kidding, that he was being serious. He watched her turn his body towards him, with her eyebrows slightly raised.
He felt her eyes on him, and it didn't phase him one bit. He wanted her to know that he wasn't kidding, and he wasn't trying to play with her emotions. Their wasn't anything he wanted more than her, their never would be. Something in the back of his head told him to look away, so he did. He didnt want to embarrass her, or let her realize exactly who she was looking at. He wanted so badly to reach out to her, to show her exactly how beautiful she really is, but he knew it would only push her away even more. So he decided against his heart and kept his hands where they were. And he paid attention to the lake, where his eyes landed on something, in the middle of the lake, and just as soon as he saw it, it was gone.
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Post by katerina luna raven on May 2, 2012 2:36:46 GMT -4
It felt like her heart stopped just for those few seconds as the word 'beautiful' escaped Toby's lips. She knew he really, really liked her but she couldn't ever recall him telling her this. Not to her face anyway. He may have said to other people or himself or whatever but not to her. Kat swallowed and looked down at her hands. She really didn't know what say to that.
She kept silent for the next few minutes until Toby answered her other question. So what he was supposed to be doing was bothering her? That figures. She could have answered that one herself in her head. Kat continued to keep to herself and she could feel the air around them thicken. It was weird. She didn't like it. To her, it felt awkward.
Thankfully the sun was on her side just then and she felt herself getting a bit over heated. Kat looked around and quickly noticed the empty boat house. The boat house always tended to be nice and cool and she had spent many days inside reading or studying. "It's hot. I'm going to find some shade." She spoke a bit quickly before standing up.
After standing she brushed the stray grass from her clothes before doing her best to calmly walk to the boat house. Upon entering the small house she quickly leaned up against a wall that was out of sight of any of the windows. Katerina swallowed and ran both hands through her hair. Toby really threw her for a loop today. She hadn't expected it all and it was taking quite a toll on her. Kat let out a few breaths and closed her eyes. Could today get any crazier?
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Post by tobias james whicker on May 2, 2012 3:01:08 GMT -4
He looked back at her, and noticed how quiet she had become. It was seriously unnerving and he wanted so badly to know exactly what she was thinking. He wanted to know exactly what it was about him that made her dislike him so much. He could tell that she wasn't expecting him to call her beautiful, because if she had, she would have said thank you. He could almost feel her awkwardness rolling off of her in waves.
Sometimes he just didn't understand it. He wasn't trying to make her feel uncomfortable or awkward, just beautiful, exactly what she is. The last time he had asked her out, was the day that he made a promise to her. His promise was that he would never hurt her, even though she had done it so carelessly to him for years. He watched her so delicately, as her facial expressions changed. They went from curious, to slightly mad, to seriously uncomfortable.
He looked up at the sun as it began to beat down on them. He felt the temperature rise, and the humidity slowly creep away. He slipped off his jacket and sat it down beside him. And just as he did that he heard her precious voice ringing in his ears. He felt a familiar wave of sadness fly through him as she stood up, and wiped off the grass that had clumsily stuck to her. He turned to watch her as she walked off towards the boat house. The woman of his dreams calmly walking away from him.
This angered him like no other. Standing up he began to jog after her, even though she was already inside the boat house. As he was jogging to her, he remembered that he had forgotten his jacked down by the lake. But he just left it there, their was no way he was going to give her any time to think about what just happened. He finally reached the boat house, and he pushed open the door. Slipping in, his eyes immediately found her. She was leaning up against the wall, with her eyes closed. He watched her for a moment and then said, "Why is it that you hate me so much? What did I do wrong?" Hurt was evident on his face, but he couldn't take it anymore, he needed to know.
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Post by katerina luna raven on May 2, 2012 3:17:24 GMT -4
Katerina was in the middle of taking another deep breath when she heard the door to the boat house open quickly then close not a moment after it opened. She kept her eyes closed because she knew that it was Toby. Who else would it be? Her top teeth sunk deep into her bottom lip until the familiar copper taste leaked into her mouth. She grimaced a little at the taste and stopped biting down on her poor, defenseless lip.
Toby's voice rang throughout the small, wooden building right as he stepped inside. They were just two questions. Unfortunately these two questions seemed like the most hardest and complicated questions she had ever heard in her life. Kat opened her eyes and kept her gaze on the ground. She didn't think she could look at Toby right now.
She didn't hate him? Did she? No. She was just pushing him away, trying to get him to choose somewhere better. Somewhere who isn't. . her. Kat let out a shaky breath. Toby hadn't really done anything wrong. Not to her. His promise that he would never hurt her rang through her head. She frowned and held a hand to her temple, willing the voice to go away. She didn't want to hear it now.
Kat continued to stare at the dirt floor as she began to speak. "Why can't you choose someone else? Someone who is not. . me? It would be better for you in so many ways if you would just pick someone else. She said as she fought the slight shake in her voice. Kat laid her head back against the wall so she was looking up at the ceiling. She ran a hand over her face. "I'm not worth it Toby. I'm not worth the hurt. You deserve better." She finished then closed her eyes again.
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Post by tobias james whicker on May 2, 2012 3:42:13 GMT -4
Toby watched the blonde haired beauty bite her poor defenseless lip. He couldn't help but feel lifted, like he had been carrying around twenty bags of corn on his shoulder for years and suddenly their were only two left. He was scared of her answer, because it was exactly what haunted his dreams at night. He watched Kat, pain showed up on her face, and it killed him to know that he was the cause of it.
He watched her intently when she opened her eyes, but his heart dropped when she avoided his gaze. He knew that he was putting her on the spot, but he couldn't take the pain anymore, it had literally been eating away at him for quite some time now. He felt his heartbeat pick up, because he knew that his answer was coming. He took a step towards her, not liking the distance between them.
He could tell that she was fighting with herself, fighting over what to tell him. She was probably thinking of a way to tell him once and for all that she didn't have any feelings for him, and that she thought he was a total freak. It hurt him to think these things, because it goes against all that hr has ever thought about for the past six years or so. He became slightly worried when she pulled her hand up to her head.
He shook his head when she began to talk, knowing that she was only dogging on herself. He couldn't take the pain anymore. "You don't understand do you? I don't want anyone else, your the only thing I dream about, think about," he told her, as he walked up to her. He stood in front of her and placed his hands on either side of her face. "Give me one good reason why I shouldn't want you," he told her, willing her to open her beautiful eyes. "Kat, you are what I want, and ill never stop wanting you," he told her.
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Post by katerina luna raven on May 2, 2012 3:56:11 GMT -4
After running her hand over her face she had dropped down to her side like the other hand. Kat let out a breath and swallowed once more. She hoped that Toby would take her advice and find someone else. Someone who wouldn't hurt him like she has been. Someone he deserves. Her heart seemed to crawl up into her throat when his voice filled her ears again. He wasn't going to take her advice.
As he talked she hear and practically feel him moving toward her. Soon she heard a very soft thud of his palms as he placed a hand on either side of her face. He was close now. Really close. The musky smell of his cologne was messing up her senses. Kat opened her eyes and her heart skipped a beat when she realized just how close he really was to her. She looked up at him and remained slightly as he kept talking.
When Toby finished his last words rang through her head. "You are what I want. . . I will never stop loving you." Katerina blinked and made her brain process all that he had said. As the impact of his words hit she found herself speechless once again. What good reason could she give him? She felt like she had already used them up just a minute ago.
"A reason. . ?" Kat choked out as her brown eyes met his lighter ones. She racked her brain to think of another reason other than the ones she said earlier. Weren't they good enough? Apparently not. I. . . Toby . . . She couldn't do it. His proximity, his gaze, his cologne, his everything was screwing her up. She couldn't think up anything good anymore.
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Post by tobias james whicker on May 2, 2012 15:38:41 GMT -4
Toby didn't know what to think. She has finally caved, after all these years, she has actually showed that she cares. That even though his many tries at asking her our were no doubt annoying she just couldn't fight it anymore, it was too much work. He stood there in front of her, mesmerized by her beauty. He thought about what she had said before, about herself, that she wasn't good for him.
He was so close now that he could smell the sweet smell of her perfume. It filled him like adrenaline and he was forced to close his eyes. Involuntarily he moved closer to her, forcing himself to stop before their bodies were touching, he didn't want to scare her away. What he really wanted to do was grab her and pull her into his arms. He wanted to hold her there for forever and to tell her exactly how she makes him feel. He wanted to grow old with her.
Once he opened his eyes, he found himself staring into her eyes. To be honest he really didn't know much about her, sure they have been in some of the same classes, but everytime he had tried to get close to her, she pushed him away. With her it had been love at first sight, she stole his heart away without actually meaning to. He watched her struggle to find a reason as to why they shouldn't be together, and it felt like his heart was breaking.
He watched her, pain forming on his face. Her words echoed in his brain, and he didn't know what to tell her. He could taste her breath on his, and it was truly delicious. He closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against hers. "Why do you keep fighting it? You don't have a good reason, and we both know it," he told her, trying to make her see reason. When she said his name, he felt his heart skip a beat. She was truly killing him.
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Post by katerina luna raven on May 2, 2012 19:03:59 GMT -4
Kat watched as Toby moved even closer to her. At one point she didn't think he would stop but he did. He stopped with just mere centimeters to spare. She swallowed and pressed herself against the wooden wall behind her. Although she did her best to put some space between them her eyes were still trained on his face. At one moment he even opened his eyes and their gazes had been locked. Now he was closing them and that was when she felt his forehead touch hers.
A sharp intake of breath rushed into her lungs as a warm, liquid-like fire began to spread from where their skin was making contact to the rest of her body. Kat glanced down at her chest that was rising and falling in an almost rapid movement. The same rapid movement that her heart was beating now. Her attention was quickly brought back to Toby as he asked her why she was still fighting him. He also exclaimed that she didn't have a good reason.
This made her frown. Hadn't she given him reasons just moments before? "I already gave you reasons. Why won't you listen to me Toby?" Kat replied and toward the end of her sentence she began to sound a bit desperate. Couldn't he pick someone who wouldn't hurt him? She closed her eyes for a second to collect her thoughts. Maybe she could suggest a few girls?
"Why don't you give that girl 'Lauren' a chance? I heard her talking about you in one of my classes. She is always rather nice. You two would be good to each other. ." Kat suggested as the brunette girl came to mind. Lauren did seem like a nice girl. she didn't have any problems with her and Lauren always seemed to have a nice little group of friends with her.
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Post by tobias james whicker on May 3, 2012 23:29:52 GMT -4
He was so close to her now, he had her basically in his arms. She was small compared to him, like a little porcelain doll. He had to bend down for him to be face to face with her. He didn't ever want to move though, he wanted to be with her for forever. She was the most stunning thing he had ever come across before. Yet she kept breaking his heart, into little bitty prices. But still he couldn't possibly let her go, she was beautiful and intelligent. And he wanted every bit of her body, heart, and soul.
He listened to her heartbeat, the way it instinctly ran with his. It was like a marching band, perfect melodic rhythm. He took a deep breath, mainly trying to get a hold of himself, and inhaled her scent, which was kinda like a drug for him. It made him feel alive, powerful, and in love. He never wanted to let go of this moment, he would hold onto it for forever. The boy took his hand from the wall and placed it against her soft cheek, not being able to hold himself back. In his eyes, she was beautiful, amazing, and all he had ever wanted. It would be an understatement to say that he would give up everything for just one date with her.
He closed his eyes, moving his hand down to the bottom of her jaw. At that moment he wanted nothing more than to kiss her, to show her how he would never give up on her, but then she had said that she already gave him his reasons. Out of anger and frustration the boy growled under his breath. "Maybe because they are valid or good enough for me," he told her, the frustration and pain coming out of his voice. "I'm listening to you, I hear every word you say, I couldn't possibly ignore you," he told her, opening his to look into hers, he removed his forehead from hers.
He kept his eyes on hers, hoping that maybe she would get the hint and realize that he wouldn't be giving up anytime soon. And what she said next, Toby found a little bit of humor in. He chuckled under his breath and looked at her. " Why wont you give me a chance? I heard that I "stalk" you a lot," he told her, a small smile forming on his lips. He realized that she would probably not find it very funny. He looked her face over and smiled a little at that. "Your so damn beautiful Kat," he told her slightly huskily.
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Post by katerina luna raven on May 3, 2012 23:58:30 GMT -4
From the corner of her eye she could see his hand moving and she kept an eye on it unto it stopped to rest on her cheek. The instant his hand made ever so gentle contact with her cheek a small gasp escaped her lips. She closed her eyes for a mere second to get herself together before opening them again. She could not let Toby do this to her. It wasn't fair. .
There was a silence as his hand moved from her cheek to the bottom of her jaw. But it was soon broken by a rather aggravated growl from Toby. Kat's eyes widened at the sound. She didn't think such a feral sound could come from him. She swallowed and lowered her gaze to their shoes as he told her what he thought of her reasons. She shook her head slowly at his answer. He just didn't get it. Or he just didn't care. She didn't know which to choose.
Her gaze remained on their shoes as Toby told her that he would never ignore her. Kat didn't doubt that for a moment. The boy or rather man before her had devoted several years to her including this year. Why would he start ignoring her now? Katerina lifted her gaze up from the ground and back at Toby when the intensity of his gaze on her increased. It was then that he chuckled and she couldn't help but lift a brow in slight confusion. Wasn't he aggravated a few minutes ago?
When he spoke again his laughter made since and all she could do was bite her bottom lip in response to his question. "I don't understand how you can't see how much I am NOT worth all of this. . pain that you are putting yourself through." Kat said then glanced out the window. She really didn't want to look into his eyes. Every time she did she kept seeing the pain there and she didn't want to face. Yes, she was being a coward.
"Your so damn beautiful, Kat." Toby said next and her heart skipped a bit at what he said. Kat kept her gaze on the window though. Anything to distract her. To help her keep or rather regain her cool. "It's Katerina. . . " She said softly as her eyes watched the smooth, murky lake outside the window.
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